Sorry about the last journal...I was somewhat depressed....TT.TT

I am NOT canceling my story thingy...Just may take a bit to write some more...

AND I KNOW I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN FOREVER....

Yeah. Thx for the help, Paula...

LKJ 4 Eva!!!

Know what's weird...? I saw Johnny Depp on a poster in the store with my best buddy Rachel...We were debating wether married men can still be hot...XD
BTW, I was the one commenting on Johnny Depp's awesomeness...
Yeah. Another point to prove my argument now. Kevin will still be sexy; even married. *laughs*

By now you all most likely know why...

I hope he's happy...

My muse is gone.

SUE ME. I have no ideas for When He Looks Me In The Eyes. Hence the 'HELP!" Please! I need anything I can use! I planned on some marriage thing, idea as given to me by BlossomTiger, but I need more then that to get it going! Please, if you want to see more chapters, give me ANY ideas! Or, if you want me to end it where it is...Don't.

In the mean time, I will pray to the Lord David Bowie for ideas. *bows on DB mat*




PS-

When you stand in the crowd of a Jonas Brothers Concert, who is everyone screaming for? Joe and Nick.
But what about the other one?
Who plays his heart out, and breaks a sweat to bring that amazing guitar skill to the stage?
Oh you're talking about Nick! No. Nick does play, but who does it for 2 hours straight only stopping for a intermission between the songs. From 2005 to now, there's been one guy who stands on stage, in the back, on the left. It's Kevin. Paul Kevin Jonas II, the hazel eyed brown curly haired boy, who is famous for his love for guitar and the band.
Everyone sees him, but no one knows him. Going to city to city, who is your favorite? When you say "I support the Jonas Brothers", does that include the oldest? The 20 year old, hasn't had it easy. "Oh he's gay! Why do you like him? Joe is SO sexy! Nick is so hot!" What does that say to you? True fan right? Not at all. He has something so real. Nick is indeed a hero. But the ones who do love Kevin, have been known to have fallen for his charm, and irrestible looks.

Why bring him down? Joe isn't the only one who has fallen onstage. Kevin has too.
Think about spinning, while playing guitar, and trying to master the spin in front of millions. Sure, he is the oldest, okay he rarely sings loud in a song, his heart is pure gold. What makes him different? He's Paul Kevin Jonas II. When watching videos, do you laugh at Joe and Nick's jokes, and when Kevin speaks you ignore it? Can you tell a jb fan right now his favorite color is green? or he loves butterfingers? or is THE starbucks fanatic? Stop the hate. If you were teased because of your looks would you hate it? He's pushed and shoved in interviews, as the older brother, djs can tease. would you hate that? Think about it.

Step into Kevin's shoes for a minute.
Waking up at 4 a.m to head to a brand new city on the tour.
Walking out of the tour bus, with thousands and thousands of fans standing there.

"I LOVE YOU JOE!" "I LOVE YOU NICK!" "OH MY GOD!" But Kevin just smiles, and waves.

He's being ignored.
Well maybe it won't be that bad.
He gets dressed in his dressing room.
Hears thousands of screaming girls.
Steps up on the stage, and smiles.
Begins the introduction of a song.
Then the lights hit them, and then hits the audience
What does he see?

Nick and Joe lover signs.

How would you feel.

He does alot.

He's dragged down, but what does he do?

Quit being a Jonas brother?

NO! He loves us, and when that Say now text comes in, and all you hear is him.

Think about it, he's taking his time to say hello, and he loves us.

He taught me what love is, and how romantic boys should be.
He is beautiful to me.
There's something inside of him, that shines through him, and when I see him, I can't help but love. He's amazing in my eyes.
When I sit infront of him, in a crowd at a concert, I looked him in the eyes, and smiled. Because he is so beautiful to me. (c) Not me. But I feel the same.

LKJ FOREVER!!!

JONAS BROTHERS MOVIE!!!! 3D!!!!! sagfjhsdgflajsetrhsgdfljgha *spazzes* XD Amazing!!! 8D

SPOILERS!!!

The beginning scene was somewhat weird. The Jonas Brothers were running from screaming fans across the roofs of cars and junk...Though the smile on Kevin's face as they did made it worth watching...8D Big Rob was trying to hold the fans back and Kevin was all 'Big Rob!! Come on!" and Bog Rob was like "No! Leave without me! Save yourselves!!!" XDDD

Then the movie was part of a concert (which was cool) Kevin is very bouncy! XD And Nick just stood there...I was like "Why doesn't he move?" Then he did a flip. TT.TT Life is out to prove me wrong...

Backstage stuff=EPIC WIN!!!!! Shirtless Kevin. *bites hand to keep from screaming* I actually had to physically hold my mouth shut...XD *overreactive much?*

ALSO!!!! During the SOS song, Kevin did the funniest dance ever!!!! Look up on youtube 'Kevin's SOS Dance' and you can see it if you wish...XD It rocked my socks!!!! XD

So, in all, the movie was awesome. Except for one part. DANIELLE WAS IN THE END. GOD WHY????
-scratch that- WHY LORD DAVID BOWIE WHY???????????? TT.TT


Random Poem I made...

These things around me...
Demons, Monsters, Aliens, Creatures of myth,
Crying, Growling, Snarling, 'SCREE!'
I look at them, I smile, I laugh.
And boy, does it ring clear!
For if I do not fear death,
Then what is there to fear?

XD I WAS BORED OK???? XD

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